A life: Rebooted

This year has been one that has encompassed overwhelming lows as well as highs.  In January of 2010 I was involved in a pretty bad relationship and one I should have never entered into.  It was the first major relationship since the divorce and we both were struggling with issues involving what had happened to us.  The relationship ended on a pretty bad note and then on March 1st I got fired from the employer that I had been at for 9 years.  What a punch in the stomach.  Looking back though, it is exactly what I needed.  I should have left that hell-hole several years ago.  Just like in Office Space it seemed like every day was the "worst day of my life".  It isn't fun going to work at a job where you feel threatened and a culture of corruption reigns supreme.  Alas, within 2 weeks I had a job offer at a wonderful company.  I actually get up for work feeling excited, which I haven't had in a very long time.  Then, I met my true love that I had been waiting for.  It took 29 years to find her, but I'm glad I did.  Regina is wonderful.  I can't ask for a better person; I am so lucky!  So now, things couldn't be better.  Through bad times we become stronger and I wouldn't be in the situation I'm at right now without going through those times.  So in a way I have to thank those who have been assholes.  Perhaps I should send a box of cookies to 800 Wayne Avenue, on second thought they are not worth my damn time. :-)

Ghost Investigation at Old Bedford Village (Part 1)

Regina, Simpson, Dani, Kissinger, and I were at Old Bedford Village on 10/23/10 to investigate some paranormal reports.  I haven't combed through all of the evidence yet, but thus far I think I may have found an EVP.  See below link and let me know your thoughts.  It sounds like an Eastern European accent to me!

http://dl.dropbox.com/u/12422437/EVP1.wav

State of Love and Trust

State of love and trust
as I busted down the pretext
sin still plays and preaches
but to have an empty court, uh huh
and the signs are passin, grip the wheel
can't read it
sacrifice receiving the smell that's on my hands...hands yeah
and I listen for the voice inside my head
nothin', I'll do this one myself

lay her down as priest does
should the lord be acountin'
will be in my honour, make it pain
painfully quick, uh huh
promises are whispered
in the age of darkness
want to be enlightened
like I want to be told the end...end, yeah
and the barrel shakes
aimed directly at my head
oh, help me, help me from myself
and I listen yeah,for the voices
inside my head
nothin', I'll do this one myself
oh oh oh myself....Myself

and I listen, yeah,
for the voice inside my head
nothin', I'll do this one myself
and the barrel waits,
trigger shakes
aimed right at my head
won't you help me
help me from myself